just a teenage girl revealing our true teen secrets... life has changed alot since the STONEAGE ''
Monday, July 12, 2010
fired... FOREVER!
so luke fired john, but john wasnt having it and they started a fist fight next to the HCL - hydrocloric acid (ACID)
and before they knew it, john had fallen into the tank and luke ran away..
the acid burned johns skin and into his organs gradually burning his flesh until it had reached his spinal cord where he was paralysed as he burnt and drowned in the acid tank.. luke thought he had fired john, luke never knew it would be forever
1000 WAYS TO DIE #658
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my incident with jake....
clubbing S.O.S
Sunday, July 11, 2010
dear, its gay deer
im atheist
for those of you who dont know what this symbol means, i will show you the light :D
its eh, the symbol for atheism, it means that those who carry it or use it have no religious beliefs what-so-ever. and i for one, am an atheist. like many teens these days, we are forced to go to church and mass by our parents and even our schools.
i go to a catholic school, where prayers are said at the start of class and regular masses take place. i was baptised, made my commuinion, had a confrimation.. the next step is to be a nun. that isnt ever going to happen, i lost my faith when i was confirmed.. i reject all religions and am sick of being forced to practice religion. in mass i dont recieve communion and when my class say prayers i dont join in, but i stand up with them in respect for their beliefs, and not to piss anyone off, but it is the biggest load of shite EVER.
jenxxxxxxxxxxxxx
TITANIC
having fun hurts other people...
why the fuck we shouldnt care...
losing my virginity..
i nodded at the packet and his face lit up like a light...
he looked on the floor for the packet. no sign.. UH-OH
no way was i gonna without a johnny!
but he found it and i got under the covers and took off my thong, he got under aswell and put it on.. i wish i had a camera for his face when he put it on. if that was him putting a johnny on.. id love to see his face when doing a maths question.. priceless and extremely confused :D
halarious. once he had it on, i literally spread em and he went in.. 2 words.. ouch and owwww
my hands scraped down his back and the soreness went away.. then it got good...
im cringing while writing this.. oh god, but i must pursue...
his.. yano.. dick.. kept on falling out so i had to keep on putting it back in. maybe it was because it was so small??? it looked a bit like a swollen pickle.. not like dalys.. dalys was what i was expecting..... no seans was not big thats for sure.. but he did the job i guess...
after we had finished, he dashed out the door as soon as i was dressed and out the front dorr and home because his mum had been calling him.. i dint even get a chance to tell him not to tell anyone. but it was clear as i walked down the stairs they all knew.. did they have fecking walky talkies in their heads?! ones that allow all the guys to know exactly what's happening.. maybe thats why some lads outcast some guys?? maybe their walkie-talkies are broken?? and girls call them dickheads..
speaking to john later that day.. he asked me what room we were in, in case it was his..
no it wasnt johns room, how ever it was the spare room,, not too bad.. the spare room his granny sleeps in when she comes to stay.. YUCK. '' i fucked someone in your grans bed!!!! '' a sentance you wouldnt like to hear..
and so everyone knew, and the torture of screwing sean carried on for a few weeks as all his mates were virgins and he wasnt, so clearly, they all wanted to know the details.. he told them.. everything.. the positions (misionary and cowgirl) and i bet he googled them aswell..
the fact that i moaned, i bet he didnt mention his sex face?
well ill tell you, imagine watching a dog getting run over, then a cat going over a eating the dog, and then mix it all together with a maths problem and there you go..
Saturday, July 10, 2010
start of the whore trail..
i first met gary* when i was out in the district where my mum lives with lacey drinking. and we bumped into them cos laceys 'love of her life' was in a big group of em. me and gary instantly hit it off. and within a week we were meeting..
meeting ; to be french kissing at organised times
situation where two people are meeting;;;
x and y are meeting, they'll go to the cinema just to make out. they'll hang out with eachother just to make out. you can make out with other people but only if your not exclusive..
after 3 weeks of meeting he asked me to go out with him so i said yes.
so for the first 2 weeks, it was pure bliss, he kissed my forehead, and grabbed me from behind and held my hand like he was proud of me and introducing me to his friends and saying it as if i was a trophy. i loved it. but then came the big exams, the junior cert, the equvilent of GCSE's.
and he had to stay i n and study, he didnt text me onc during that time, and during the exams, he'd go into town with his mates and completely ignore me as i watch him pass the window me and the girls are sitting at. id had enough, and that friday the day the exams finish, i was going to dump him. so i invited to the girls round to my mums where over 50+ people were going underage drinking. a we arrived he stumbled over to me and told me i didnt deserve him and that im amazing and that he loves me, but.. BUT ... it isnt working out. and i turn around from being dumped to find everyone staring at me to see if i was crying because he'd told everyone before me. i had only told jen w and lacey. he had told the whole fucking city...
my dramatic girl woman exchange..
it broke my heart. that wa in august..
that september i went to spain and got my first boyfriend. we had one week together and he was from dublin.. we made out in the bushes behind the hotel.. then i went back home and we havent really spoken since..
when i turned 15.. everything changed..
my parent split up in july so me and mum moved into an apartment in september. but back to me truning 15. which was in november. i got invited to the local club with the ''popular'' as they saw it gang. so i accepted and the week after my birthday, i went in to the club and saw how my life could be. and i liked it, the bright flashing lights, the guys.. i loved it and i craved more..
so i started hanging around with them and we went clubbing again, and again..
in january i got my first taste of a ciggerette.. i actually started on my own.. my mum said to me never to do it.. so i stole a fag from her packet and smoked it.. and i kept on taking the fags.. i couldnt help myself.. then i wanted to dye my hair, so i dyed it blonde. and i looked good.
i got a boyfriend, he was one year younger than me.. jordan.. but everyone in his age group in the small town he lived in, population, 1'200.. wanted him. so i took him on..
then i chucked him and moved on.. one of the girl from school that i was now mates with.. lacey* introduced him to me. he was one ugly little fecker.. really really big head, massive nose and i was to later find out.. thin knob :D
he was my first love i think, but its only because i felt sorry for him, daly*. u girls started underage drinking, bingeing on the vodka, mixed with fanta.. tasted vile but it got us pissed.
we'd go into an offy dressed up and we'd get served, but at that stage, we had tits that the bartender guy wanted, so if we puffed them up with our cheap little black bra's we'd get naggins and soon litres of pure vodka.
daly wasnt enough for me anymore and the in the city where my mums apartment was. were schools full of rich and good looking guys. so i chucked daly and went after them...
jenxxxxxxxxxx