so aswell as drinking vodka constantly, (im irish, its what we do) smoking john player like a chimney.. and clubbing.. i had my sights set on those hot guys.. one in particular..
i first met gary* when i was out in the district where my mum lives with lacey drinking. and we bumped into them cos laceys 'love of her life' was in a big group of em. me and gary instantly hit it off. and within a week we were meeting..
meeting ; to be french kissing at organised times
situation where two people are meeting;;;
x and y are meeting, they'll go to the cinema just to make out. they'll hang out with eachother just to make out. you can make out with other people but only if your not exclusive..
after 3 weeks of meeting he asked me to go out with him so i said yes.
so for the first 2 weeks, it was pure bliss, he kissed my forehead, and grabbed me from behind and held my hand like he was proud of me and introducing me to his friends and saying it as if i was a trophy. i loved it. but then came the big exams, the junior cert, the equvilent of GCSE's.
and he had to stay i n and study, he didnt text me onc during that time, and during the exams, he'd go into town with his mates and completely ignore me as i watch him pass the window me and the girls are sitting at. id had enough, and that friday the day the exams finish, i was going to dump him. so i invited to the girls round to my mums where over 50+ people were going underage drinking. a we arrived he stumbled over to me and told me i didnt deserve him and that im amazing and that he loves me, but.. BUT ... it isnt working out. and i turn around from being dumped to find everyone staring at me to see if i was crying because he'd told everyone before me. i had only told jen w and lacey. he had told the whole fucking city...
i first met gary* when i was out in the district where my mum lives with lacey drinking. and we bumped into them cos laceys 'love of her life' was in a big group of em. me and gary instantly hit it off. and within a week we were meeting..
meeting ; to be french kissing at organised times
situation where two people are meeting;;;
x and y are meeting, they'll go to the cinema just to make out. they'll hang out with eachother just to make out. you can make out with other people but only if your not exclusive..
after 3 weeks of meeting he asked me to go out with him so i said yes.
so for the first 2 weeks, it was pure bliss, he kissed my forehead, and grabbed me from behind and held my hand like he was proud of me and introducing me to his friends and saying it as if i was a trophy. i loved it. but then came the big exams, the junior cert, the equvilent of GCSE's.
and he had to stay i n and study, he didnt text me onc during that time, and during the exams, he'd go into town with his mates and completely ignore me as i watch him pass the window me and the girls are sitting at. id had enough, and that friday the day the exams finish, i was going to dump him. so i invited to the girls round to my mums where over 50+ people were going underage drinking. a we arrived he stumbled over to me and told me i didnt deserve him and that im amazing and that he loves me, but.. BUT ... it isnt working out. and i turn around from being dumped to find everyone staring at me to see if i was crying because he'd told everyone before me. i had only told jen w and lacey. he had told the whole fucking city...
i was pissed and upset. REVENGE TIME!
i walked off in a stance of shock and annoyance, and then half and hour after.. i saw him kissing a girl right in the corner of the field. no fucking way. so i went over ot his best mate and said, me and gary are broken up, go somewhere with me? he nodded eagerly and we went into the forest, he leant in and kissed me and said..
ive been waiting for 5 weeks for that..
which is the time in which me and gary went out for.. i felt great, no one coukld touch me, and after a good drunken snog in the bushes i went out and got a guy to walk me over ot a local nightclub where lacey, danni and jack were..
i didnt know that jack and lacey had also gone in the bushes to do a bit more than snogging earlier when i was with sean (garys mate). but never-the-less. jack came over to me and told me that he thought i was really sexy and he wanted me more than he had ever wanted lacey, so i brought him into a corner and we snogged, untill he caught sight of lacey, standing behind me, watching us, i turned around and saw lacey and jacks gaze and she ran off in tears. into to the macdonalds toilets stalls and fell to the floor crying to danni. i felt really guilty but also kinda relieved.. dont ask me why..
''when drunk.. do what you want... the only person who wont remember what you do in the morning is you''
jenxxxxxxxxxxx
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